| Location | Croydon, Surrey |
| Age | 2 months |
| Date of Birth | 2/2007 |
| Date of Death | 4/2007 |
| Visitors | 8,175 since 22/06/2007 |
| Creator |
Kenzie's Spirit
In my heart always
Kenzie Nelson grew his angel wings on the 21st April 2007 - Kenzie was due on the 28th November
2007.
Sending you millions of kisses and cuddles on the wind - loving you always
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Thanks to all my GTS friends who lit a candle for Kenzie on his 1st anniversary its so touching to
see how much love both him and myself have received since his death - it is so important to me that
he will always be remembered and with all your support my wish has been granted.
Keeping Kenzie's memory living is what I need and you have made it possible by lighting your candles
with such beautiful words and tributes. A thank you is not enough I am so touched with your kindness
and Terrry thank you for giving me the priviledge to share Kenzie with you all. I am sure Kenzie
wants to say thank you too for keeping his mummy sane and for touching her and his heart with all
the love you have given to the both of us.
All our love Karen & Kenzie
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Kenzie Nelson unborn but was 9 weeks old in the womb
Died due to a missed miscarriage - 21st April 2007
I waited 37 years to have you I always thought I would never have the joy of being a mother as I had
never conceived, I had some work on my cervix in January to remove some cancerous cells, in March my
period was late by about a week I bought a pregnancy test and my best friend forced me to use it, I
did under duress. I was at work on my own and remember placing the test on my desk the first line
came up and then the second I was almost sick "this can't be happening" "the test must be faulty" I
screamed with joy and ran around the office with a massive smile on my face. Oh my god I was going
to be a mummy, me not me this kind of thing just does'nt happen to me well it had...............
All my friends could'nt believe it I had a miracle growing inside me, they all said what a love
story that I had to tell you when you were old enough to understand, I had finally got what I always
dreamed off. I was back with your father he was my first love, I first met him when I was 19 years
old and we dated for 5 years but unfortunately due to "baggage" complications we split up. We had
always been friends we had been doing our own thing for over 13 years and got back together August
of last year we never planned you as said before I genuinely thought I could'nt have children. When
I told your father he said he knew already that three weeks prior he had a premonition that he had
to tell his daughter that she was going to have a baby brother.
I was so overjoyed I used to talk to you all the time, I used to dream of the day I could sit and
watch you sleep, I used to dream of holding you tight in my arms and just loving you - you rocked my
world and you were not even born. I had a scan in the 5th week as I started to bleed you were fine
I saw you and your heart beating and had to catch my breath the feeling was so surreal I was truly
deeply in love for the first time in my life. I remember I was at work and the blood was getting
redder I was booked in for another scan but due to staff shortages and sickness at the EPU I
could'nt be seen for four days I was told to get complete bedrest which I did I was petrified and
hardly did anything as I was terrified of losing you. I went for the scan, I saw you, you were still
inside me all snuggled up and warm I watched the Sonographers face desperately trying to find your
heartbeat I knew just by the atmospheric eeriness that you had died, my whole world fell apart, not
my baby not my first, I had a pain all through my body I could hardly breathe, I had lost you so
quickly it was'nt real.
It was Thursday the 26th of April the hospital wanted to remove you on Monday 1st May which I
did'nt want. I had three days to say goodbye to you, I stayed at Daddy's for two days and whilst I
was there I received a beautiful bouquet of flowers all white and yellow roses, I lit a candle in
front of the flowers it was your shrine and I spoke to you whilst looking into the flame of the
candle suddenly I could see lots of different smiling faces which I knew were angels silently
telling me that you would be safe that they would love you and look after you until I was reunited
with you. I begged and pleaded with you that you would come out on your own as I did'nt want you
removed medically I did not want anyone violating you and promised you that it would'nt hurt, to
trust in me that we would do it together and I would make sure you were not in any danger I was your
mother no way would I ever let my child get deliberately hurt. Eventually you did come out on your
own on Sunday 28th April I started to miscarry you at my flat at 3.00pm I was so scared the pain I
can't even describe, your father was in Brighton and called me he said he felt so helpless but what
could he do. It all stopped 20 minutes later I had'nt miscarried you it was the yolk sac you were
still inside me I felt such dismay, my friend picked me up and took me back to her flat at 10.00pm
I put my pyjamas on ready to go to bed, I went to the toilet and the next thing I knew I miscarried
you no blood just a tiny little baby you were so beautiful, I smiled through my tears and said "Nice
one Son" you never let me down you did me proud my little angel Kenzie it was time to let you go and
let your soul rest with all the other little souls in heaven.
I promise you Kenzie that the love does'nt fade it gets stronger, when I look up at the sky I can
feel you all around me I'm sorry that you have to see your Mummy so sad but I do try to smile from
the inside its hard Kenzie its so so hard I have my good days and my bad days every minute I know
you are with me embedded in my heart and soul, one day I will hold you and when that day comes I am
never going to let you go we are going to have such fun in Gods beautiful land.
I want you to know that you gave me so much happiness and whatever heartache and pain I went and am
going through is not your fault, you made me a mother which I thought I would never be thankyou
little one for that special feeling you have given me and for all the love that I feel when I think
of you.
Kenzie I love you more than words can say...............
Yours forever mummy x
x Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ 27th FEB 2009 Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~
. Send this to all of your friends, If you get 7 back you are LOVED
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Happy Valentine's Day xx
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Love always Carole xxxx
I would like to say thank you from the bottom of my heart, For you being so caring and keeping Aysha, Karl, The Flowers and the rest of my Angels in love while I have not been able too, I really appriciated it so much, You are a special person.
I feel able to come back now, or I am going to try, So bare with my if candles are a bit hit and miss.
Thank you so much, You've helped me cope.
Carole ( Aysha, Karl, The Flowers and all my other Angels xxxx )
♥ Hello little Angel ♥
Fiona is so sorry she hasnt visited you in a while, Ive been away and had things to do, I didnt have my computer with me and the laptop I was using was soo slow, I knew you wouldnt mind because I have been thinking of you every day as I always do, I hope your Mummy is ok, and Im back now to light candles every day, So Little one, I'll see you tomorrow, sleep tight x
Love Fiona x
Its time to rest your eyes and go to sleep, you are one of the brightest stars up in the skys
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Loads of love now and always sweetheart xx
Each year I resolve with the strongest intent
To be better this year than the last.
And I work very hard; the rules hardly get bent,
But this discipline gets old so fast!
But with this new year I just know I’ll win out,
Just watch how I do and you’ll see!
I’m not going to have yet another blowout;
I’ll be good as I know I can be.
But, if wicked things beckon, and I’m not so strong,
If I weaken and fall on my ast,
I’ll be thankful again that you’ll help me along
As you have during all new years past.
I’m so grateful that you’re my (gts friend)! Happy New Year!
A BIG HUG X
A little hug from me to you,
To make you smile
when you feel blue,
To make you happy
when your sad,
To let you know
life aint so bad.
Now I've given a hug to you,
Somehow I feel much better too
Hugs are better when they're shared
So pass one on to show you care.
Sent with all my love and thanks X
Have a lovely weekend.
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Sending you and your angel lots of love always henry~henry jur
A SPECIAL FRIEND X
Rest In Peace Angel
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THINKING OF YOU
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ANGEL
Forever in our hearts and thoughts
send this to all your friends, i just did xxx
♥★I would just like to thankyou for all your support over the last 5 months, it really means the world to me, due to circumstances I am now taking a big step back from gonetoosoon, I apologise now as there wont be many candles from myself over the coming months, I will be on over christmas to talk to your angels and I will be back for Baileys special days, but for the forseable future please bear with me, your angel will always be thought about daily and I feel so terrible for letting you down, but this is something we need to do as a family,
I sincerly hope you understand xx
Much love to you now and always ♥★
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